When life hands you lemons, make lemonade. What if life hands you a bucket of battery acid? Surely there is no refreshing drink that can be made from that. I think the only thing you can do in that situation is drink it and hope it kills you quickly. But life isn't always that simple, not when the battery acid is actually a metaphor for all of your hopes and dreams being crushed and your boss being an evil nut-job who's goal in life is to keep you in emotional turmoil.
Perhaps "suicidal" is too strong a word. I don't really want to kill myself. Sometimes I just wish I could wake up and discover that I am a whole new person with a completely different life. Perhaps if I were a Buddhist and believed in re-incarnation that dying would be a great option. However I think Buddhism is just an excuse for people to fat and sit around daydreaming... sorry i mean "meditating" for days on end.
The bottom line is: My Life Is A Pile Of Crap Today.
My boss is evil and if she sacks me tomorrow I'm sure I'll feel happy to be free from her.
This may seem irrelevant to my regrets theme, so allow me to explain. One of my biggest regrets in life was 2 years ago when i dropped out of school and went to work for for The Dragon Woman. I missed my chance to take my exams and now find myself stuck in a a job I hate, in a town I hate with seemingly no means of escape. This was not something I thought I would regret at the time, the sense of freedom I got walking out of school was so intense I thought it would last forever. I didn't realise, of course, that 2 years on I would find myself trapped in an equally suffocating environment, one which would be a lot more difficult to walk away from.
Now I have a headache.
The only thing to do in these situations is go to sleep and hope that tomorrow will be better... or some crap like that.
Goodnight my non-existent pallies out there in Bloggerland!
Love always,
Sleepless.
xxxx
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